podunk hell

hey guys its me comming to you all the way from missouri. im here taking care of my sister cuz she broke her leg in 4 places and shes a single mother. i now live 30 miles ourside of nevada missouri in the middle of nowhere and my sister has a flea infestation in her house which is a very itchy situation. i have to drive 30 miles to nevada just to use my phone because i get no signal at the house. i now live so far out of town that we cant get cable because they do not service out that far. sigh...... and i have no friends out here. everyone around here drives trucks chevys being the most popular. lol its really like hillbilly hell out here. man i cant wait till my sister can go back to work so that i can come back to kansas (never thought anyone would want to come back to kansas did you) yea this place is that boring ill be have a job soon. then ill be able to get a car of my own. o bad news everyone. due to extenuating circumstances i was forced to send my baby to the crusher. yes my 1989 dodge daytona carol shelby edition turbo 5 speed has gon to the car heaven in the sky. and the sad part is that to make my self feel better i tried to blow the motor and lol now mind you this thing had 250,000 miles on it and it ran like a top. ran so good that no matter what i did it would not blow up. gir. o well. anyhoo i gotta go got lotsa stuff to do(not really its too boring around here just nothing left to write) hgopefully you all will comment or something just so that i  know that somone out there misses me. i love all of you guys.

travis

alot can happen in a year

hey everybody. i knowifs been forrever since i updated so o well here goes. i got my license back. angela got a car. i bought our wedding bands at the ren faire. we are getting married october 1st at the fall faire. i got the job at auto zone. gettin bills paid tryin to get shit done so i can live a normal life again. prolly gonna be movin out in a month or so. ive never been so happy in my life. o yea im gonna strat going to school more cuz i dont wanna have that many classes at the learning center in the fall. ill have a full time job soon. almost cut off my finger abt a week and 4 days ago. but its still the and healing well. i dunno maybe ill just drop nout ane get my ged so that i can go to college and get started on getting my degrees in atuo mechanical shit so i can get closer to my dream. ight be gettin a new car soon and my dad might be getting me a bow for my b day. o hey yea all ya bitches my b day is commin up so yall better get me sometin..... pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaassssssseeeeeeeeee? .  and im in the process of getting a keggar party for angela's graduation party ready for this summer and youll know if i invite you cuz ull know where its gonna be. o yea and i got my phone turned back on and my new number is 316 871 8359 so call me! i guess ill talk to you kids later

much love to you all.

and all my love to angela kay taggart/ mcelrath

love

Liam Teleploke MacIlwraith

i know i know i dont update much anymore....... GET OVER IT PEOPLE! i love you guys!.... yea with ork and fencing and archery im like never home long enough. like last night i went to archery then me and angela came back cuz she stayed the night at my house i went with derik to have a guys night in kinda thing for his b day ( it kicked ass)

hey did you just touch my ass?    lmao sorry inside joke. went back to get angela, she got drunk lol so i am taking care of her right now and watching her just in case she gets sick again. god i love this girl. of course im so worried abt her gettin sick again i cant sleep so im on here talkin abt it. yea. tomorow she and i are going to the school to work out during weight training. yay! then after that were commin back to my house then im going to autozone to get a rust eating spray so i can get my exhaust off (hopefully) then were gonna practice out skit in the back yard. fun shit lemme tel ya.o yea shes gonna get to meet alot of my friends she hasnt met before too. and dani im nto mad at you but im gonna give you shit for a while abt this. lol i love you! anyhoo. ill talk to ya all laters. YALL BETTER FUCKIN COMMENT! much love to you all and mostly angela taggart my wife to be.

love

liam

you know there are people that go theri entire life without falling in love even once.yet i can actually say that i have 4 times. The first person i loved was anna clausen. ironically that was when i frist got hooked on smoking.... i thought i would spend my entire life with her but we had to break up becasuse of her school but one day she wanted me back and i dumped  a really nice girl just to have her back. but she felt it wasnt the same so she left me. i waws heart broken.then there was maxine... i fell in love with her almost right offa the bat. we had one truely happy month together and she found out they were being deported.... she and i actually lasted a whole year before i caused it to end by making a mistake. then there was angel. one of the sweetest most innocent girls you will ever meet, and i cheated on her once but i was the one to tell her and i broke up with her because of it. but i felt i couldnt live without her so i did all i could to get her back but her parents didnt want us together so i had to end that. now here i was depressed i mean after maxin i thought i would never find true love again, basically given up on everything, even a job...

then i met angela. i fell in love with her before i even really knew a damn thing about her. and on december 5th i told her that she had stollen my heart and with those word i stole hers... on newyears eve i looked herin the eye and spoke those 4 life changing words "will you marry me?' ill never forget the look on her face that night. one of surprize and pure unadaltured happiness "yes" she told me. making me the happiest man alive. i made a mistake once and cheated on her  and after i had done so i was dying inside to tell her so i did and like a woman who truely loves a man she forgave me. there was only really one thing that she didnt likemuch about me and i didnt like much abt myself. i smoke. i told her i was going to quit but at the time i was only quitting for my health and my lazy ass cant do that. one night i saw something in her eyes i didnt like when i smoked around her it was a look of dissapointment and hurt. i couldnt deal with that. i cant hurt the ones i love. i decided right then and ther ( last night actually) that if i couldnt quit for me i can atleast do it for her. and when i told her about that i saw that look she had on new years night all over again. and as i sit here rmemebering it i find my self crying tears of happiness over the fact that i can make her soo happy with one choice. i love seeing her happy and i hate seing her hurt and as i sit thinking about how happy i made her tonight i begin to cry because her happiness is so powerful it overwhelms me this is what true love feels like. and it feels like happy tears.